Gainsborough Trip Out

So I am out today in Gainsborough having a coffee and so I make a post.

What To Write

Now as this is a complete unplanned post then I am kind of unsure what to write. I am at a cafe, please click the link if you want to see the Facebook page for where I am at:

https://www.facebook.com/share/1ABAmhatPg/my My dead mum and I used to visit here often. I forgot this women's name who works there and so I had to ask It, can't believe I forgot her name!! Rianna is her name, such a funny nice person which is wonderful to come across as I don't come across many nice people. It brings back the memories I had with mum when I was here. Mum loved it here. Seems like like long ago we was here last and yet it's only about two and a half years since we were here laughing and talking. My mum loved the design at the time although it's changed a bit now. We used to talk about all manor of things although the last time it was mostly about cancer, chemotherapy and treatment. Miss my mum.

Reading Glasses/Changes

I am writing this post with my reading glasses on because I would struggle to see my words. I do feel slightly weird wearing them in public but it's got to be done so I can write with my mobile phone. Other signs of me getting older is mentioned on my other post. Things change in my life and it feels like a massive change and it is. Finding myself, adjusting to my new life is without mum, without the pain in the arse ex housemate and without looking after my children because they're older and grown up now. It's a lonely world single and friendless too and this lack of conversation and connection with someone is not easy. I hear conversation's and find amusing things about other people's talk, some of it funny, some just stupid. It's a world of talk and yet I don't talk much now because most of my talk was with my mum, the ex housemate and my children.

The Return Of Social Media In My Life

I rejoined major platforms to pretty much spread news of this site and yet times have changed and it's no longer a case of spamming my site address everywhere.  I do wonder if I should just start been me again, full on me rather than just been the site with no face.  I'm chilling on a bench in the sunshine and thinking and writing.  I can still be myself but my site is far more important to me than other people's mindless junk to be honest.  I left social media because most of it was mindless bullshit and full of fake news and false information. 

The Lack Of Visits By My Regular Fans

So now because my old regular fans realise the lies they were spreading around about me was just that - lies, and they now realise that they are not the fantasy characters I write about and realise that I just do things like my site and YouTube for myself and views they don't visit like they were. I guess they feel all a bit stupid now but that's not my problem. It's a shame that they couldn't appreciate and enjoy my writing, but some people are incapable of offering good, honest support for someone and would rather deliberately cause trouble and lie about someone rather than be supportive and nice. I remember when I even said that I would be happy to publish any writing they did which was nice of me and yet nobody offered to take me up on my offer which is a shame. Like I have said before people have changed and are less intelligent and nice and I blame a toxic culture that's manifested itself these last ten years or so especially on social media. The influence of social media is literally having a negative effect on people and effecting people's mental health and some people believe the most stupid pieces of content and I really can't explain why people are seemingly so dumb. It's a crazy world in which we live in now.

The Second Coffee

So yeah I am sat having my second coffee of my trip and something to eat. Tomorrow I am planning a trip to the Ropewalk near the Humber Bridge with my children, I am not sure as yet if they will both come but I will see. I will be writing more of my story The Maidens Of Power which I am having so much fun with and keeping up with my content ever day. I may create more AI images and perhaps add more to my site. Anyway it's time I started the trip back home, thanks for reading.