My Regular Fans

You see I had a choice dear fans. I know that some of you are actually genuine fans but some of you are not true or real fans.

My Choices Before I Made My New Site

I had some choices to make and it was not easy to make really. I mean I had to decide whether to keep pretending to love fantasy characters and let you believe that I was writing for you, about you and that I was in love with you and give you as much pretend gossip for you to talk about(I love somone.) or I had to come clean and stop all the rubbish. I mean I have deliberately kept things going for a long, long time and it was not the most easy thing to keep going with especially with the bullying. From my old blog to my YouTube videos and writing, god I kept this thing alive for such a long time. I still fail to believe that you really thought I loved you and that you were my fantasy characters!! The only things I was upset about was the staring and lots of people looking at me all the time and the nasty lies at least one person was spreading around about me. I did well to keep so many people giving me views and attention. Did any of you really think that you were influencing me to write or do YouTube?

I Want Fans

I do want fans and they are important to me but because lots of you were fans for the wrong reasons then it's kind of stupid for me to continue the I love you type content really.  Of course I wasn't just going to keep magically falling in love with lots of different people - that's stupid to think that and I wrote for myself and not for any one of you.  I want people to read my writing, like my Heartbreak Commission story from 2010 and my new Maidens Of Power quick stuff. (I say quick stuff because it is written fast with no pre-planning apart from base character names.) I want you to read my more personal posts or anything I write to be honest not so you can just go gossiping about me and twisting things and making stuff up about me, I want you to get something from it also.  The fact is that I just can't keep doing the whole I love you thing and allowing you to think I am talking about you. 

My Number One Fan

She was certainly my number one fan but not for the right reasons. She was the one going around saying nasty things about me and just plain stupid things. I still want her to be a fan but for the right reasons instead. She was the one who became obsessed with my blogs and she was the one who found out I was writing on my YouTube(Which I did not expect her to find but it was obvious). She used to be a real fan of mine who I thought liked me and I really wish she was still a real fan. An awful lot of my views I am 100% certain came from her.

My Content

Will always be about me, as it always was. I am free to write about my life, my experiences and anything I want to be fair. All my blogs, my YouTube content has all been about and for myself. On this site I do as I please and write anything I wish. Believe what you want, just don't go around lying about me as that is bullying. If you misinterpred my writing then that's your fault, not mine and your proplem. I am a great guy and always have been. All my regular fans can and could have always asked about it face to face, I do not bite. If your good, honest and genuine with me, I am the same with you.