Random Post

Yeah ye know when you just can't think what to post about and you just write? Well this is one of those kind of posts.

The Start

So yeah this is like the first part and literally I have not one idea about what to write. I could start with the fact that this post starts with me sat in my car just before going into my workplace. This is one of those things everyone has to do - go to work. I do often wonder what my life would have been like if I had never worked in my life. Lots of people do that and appear better off and have fancy cars and go on holidays etc...i have worked most of my life and I have not a lot to show for it. People like to not work, make children and live off benefits. It has worked for many people, the easy life while I've worked me socks off. There Is of course a good side to working as it's good for a persons physical and mental health. I could never just be a lazy bastard n not do something, however there are those people who work and are lazy bastard's and I know more than a few!!

So it's a start to a post but what next?? Let me think a little...

The Weekend

I had a few spells at the weekend where memories hit me like how I would have my kids when they were young in the house I live in and how we would have so much fun and my mum would be there and join in. How my daughter had a big cot which my mum bought her and how we made a YouTube video of us together. Because I am going to leave my childhood home this year and never return it's kind of a sad event. God I remember when I was a kid, me in one room and my sister in another flashes torches to each other giving signals and watching to see if Santa was coming. I was in the little bedroom and my sister was in the bigger one - the one I have now as my bedroom. I remember playing darts in the garden and football with my children when they were young. Dancing with my daughter in the garden and having fun. We played games in the garden which I made up and used dice and pretended we was playing a board game in the garden. We played music like Lasytown as well as my music and I remember how my children loved 18 and life by Skid Row. Memories keep coming good and bad.

My Birthday Coming Up

It's my birthday soon and I am like wondering what to do on it. I will be alone as always like I always am. Kids are busy and I'll be solo, least I won't have to go to work. Birthdays come and go so fast these days, the older I get the faster they arrive. Time is weird when you get older. When I was young days lasted forever. It will soon be a year and eight months since mum died and time has gone so fast and in a big blur. I think i will be able to move on better from it when I leave mums house. So many memories and it will always be mums house for me even though it's half mine now. Anyway there is a post for people to read. Unplanned and I was not going to do one. Thanks for reading.