The Lows And The Highs Of The Last Week And One Day

Its been a good and a bad week and one day! One of those weeks full of joy...and lows...but I survived. Where to start? Lows or high’s?? Lets start with the low points..

The Lows Of The Last Week And One Day

A week ago, Saturday the first of march I suddenly started sneezing like crazy, again and again and it was like holy bananas!! please STOP!!! as the day progressed I became more and more poorly. Sunday was a stay in day and Monday was a “Lets see if I can survive at work day!” and I did. Tuesday was a start of feeling a little better and the rest of the week was a case of “hey I need to keep blowing my bloody messed up nose before I Chop It Off!! Buy hey that was one of the low points, feeling rough but wait till you read my high points!

Another low point was letting go of something I waited for, for a long time which never arrived – An Apology. I had about two years overall where I was bullied by people which involved staring at me, lying about me and spreading untrue and nasty gossip around about me and these people were behaving all weird, angry and sad when I was near them – weird people! They did this all through the time my mother was critically ill and then after she died while I was trying to care for her and keep my full time job. They never said sorry for their bullying, one in particular I so wished she would have seen sense and said sorry but it never arrived and so I had no choice but to cut her out of my life always and forever. I am a good man and they were not behaving like good people but that one person, just that one person I was prepared to forgive and be friends with again. I blogged many times about it, I persisted in the hope that she would see sense and offer a bloody good apology and yet no! That never came. Because I am a good person with a good heart I gave her that chance, I had faith that she was a good person really and I waited and waited for her to do something, to make amends and be a nice friendly person and yet clearly my faith was a big mistake. I am not the kind of guy to get revenge and get angry – good job because she more than deserves that! And so another low point was letting her go from my life always and forever and never looking back!

PS: Anyone tries spreading untrue, nasty, malicious gossip around about me again and there will be hell to pay!

The Highs Of The Last Week And One Day

Well Saturday I created this Site! I nearly went back to Word-Press but had a change of heart and went with Wix instead and I am so happy with everything so far. I love my site, getting back blogging and doing my own thing online, its so much fun and gives me my own little project to focus on. It not about making money or been liked by people, its all about me and doing something for myself which makes me happy. I love doing my logos, my writing, my own art and putting it all together on my site.

Sunday I was ill so I focused on my health and on my site and Monday I was back to work. Doing my site gave me a confidence boost and made me happier. Despite been poorly with a cold all week I moved faster, felt happier and had fun as best I could. I had a good week overall and I am sure I lost some weight in the process!

Getting writing again from personal posts like this to my fantasy writing gives me such a buzz and its so much fun. Creating my site features and content is wicked! Yesterday I designed a new logo for the site and ordered myself a couple of t-shirts with my site logo on and my “There Is Only One” tag-line on the back – can’t wait for them to come! I decided to go and take a look at some of my writing that I did long ago in 2010 and post my work on my new site. It was weird reading through some of it and god some of it was very, very good. So adding those old stories to my new site is cool and who knows perhaps I could venture into redoing some of them in the future? Working on my Maidens Of Power is just a fun and not so serious thing and I love creating ideas and stories up without pre-planning any of it – it just flows and flows. Anyway that was the highs and thank you for reading!