They Really Thought I Loved Them!!

I had a rather strange time when several women believed that I loved them without having any real contact with them.

Crazy Ladies

It was mad. I had a blog in which I did fantasy writing, personal stories and some poetry. For some unknown really crazy reasons they believed I was writing about them despite not writing anything about them. I mean these women I didn't really have any contact with them apart from them working at the same place that I worked. I acquired a crazy following of women, some I didn't even know their names. I was met by staring weird woman who believed that I was writing about them and thought that they were the fantasy characters that I wrote about. How crazy is that?

They Reacted

I played my own game as I declared my love for fantasy characters and each crazy woman reacted when I wrote romantic writing about different fantasy characters. I switched and changed fantasy characters and before I knew it I had crazy ladies believing I was not just writing about them but that I was in love with them!! How mad is that!! The way they reacted was funny. They would act all upset and angry if I didn't say I loved certain fantasy characters and when I did say that I loved certain fantasy characters they would be all smiley and happy. I realised that I was on to something here and I deliberately started saying bad things about fantasy characters and watch their reactions. They would glare at me, stare at me and be angry and then I would say lovely things about fantasy characters and then they would be so happy. I couldn't believe how nuts they were and it made me laugh so much. I then added the believable YouTube videos in which I acted as if I was in love with the fantasy characters and they once more reacted. Of course none of them were fantasy characters(Can you imagine a real life angel or a goddess wielding magic and fighting with swords?), I never wrote about any one of them and I just made things up and they acted crazy and believed that I was writing and talking about them. The writing was random as were the fantasy names, the poetry was random and the women were crazy. They really believed my fantasy writing was about them. OMG it is still hard to believe this really happened. They would all stare and look at me wanting me to write for them like desperate people in need of me fulfilling there crazy beliefs.

They Really Believed I Loved Them

I mean they thought I really did love them, it's so funny. I mean I barely knew any of them, I didn't really have any kind of liking of any of them really apart from one - more later about that. I made a kind of fantasy story up about one women in particular and pretended she was the only women in eleven years I liked and said I loved her without writing her name at all and she believed it. I knew she was susceptable to believing stupid things because she thought she was a fantasy character. I used to like her when we talked and we got on but bit by bit I realised that I really really did not like her. I mean she let someone touch her up who she wasn't with, talks about sex toys to somebody as if it was nothing and wears makeup trying to make herself look like some kind of Barbie doll but looks more like a horror film monster, has a hairy chest fetish, is lazy and is friends with this perverted guy who plays with himself about loads of different women. She's a dirty kind of girl and certainly not anyone I would be interested in. I mean out of all the women involved, I did actually have a thing for and that was in November 22 but she was married and I didn't realise at first. She's certainly my kind of girl but I don't go after married women and I barely know her - just wish she had not been one of the crazy women believing they were fantasy characters and that I was writing about her. I wish she could be a friend now but I just don't know how to initiate that(Because I struggle with that because I am autistic.) and she probably has no interest in friendship anyway.

Slight Regrets

I kind of regret it a little now, playing my games like that. I mean they were all just crazy ladies desperate for attention but believing such crazy things like I was in love with them, writing about them and that they were fantasy characters is stupid. I never even wrote their names anywhere - it was all in there heads and yeah I probably went too far because the crazy women spread their craziness and more and more people thought they could look at me and stare and I would fall in love with them and write for them - it was just so stupid it's unreal. I didn't like been stared at, It effected my mental health so it was a bit of a misadventure which I probably should have stopped when they first thought that they were fantasy characters. But there again why should I stop doing my thing if women are crazy?

I deliberately kept this going and it's easy to do with that one women I don't like. She's completely stupid and brainless and I suppose you could say I am been cruel to someone is lacking something up there but I can't help it if she believes stupid things and reads my writing. I don't force people to read my writing and believe crazy, stupid things do I. I obviously don't love anybody when I barely know anyone - it's common sense. I like that girl from November 22 but she's unavailable but would like to be friends with her and get to know her more, she's such a sweetheart and isn't a dirty kind of girl either - she's adorable. But it's nothing important really, I don't really do friends because I am autistic but I could try I suppose.

The Delusions Of People

The women were delusional - simple as that. How could I have possibly been in love with them when I didn't know them and why on earth did they believe that they were the fantasy characters I pretended to love? All my writing could have been about anybody just like my writing in this post could be about anybody. Why they thought I was writing about them is anyone's guess. Delusions and desperation in wanting something to be real and true I guess? There Is some people with personality disorders which could explain some of it but surely they were not all with a personality disorders. If I had written, let's pretend, "I love Annabel Johnson." I made the name up, then Miss Anabel Johnson may have wondered if I actually loved her but of course unless I actually told this women using my voice that I loved her then they were just words and I would expect that somebody normal would not just believe a person's written words? If miss Anabel wanted to know if I loved her really she would of course have asked me or waited for me to tell her and not just presume I loved her. The worst thing about this is that I never even used a real person's name in my writing so when I wrote things like I love my angel or I love my goddess they were just generic fantasy names meaning nobody at all. Angel and goddess fantasy characters were just that - complete fantasy and these women believed I loved them based on believing themselves to be generic fantasy character names. Delusions can play tricks with your mind I guess. So yeah i lt was literally one of the most crazy times of my life and I kept it going for a stupid amount of time and even as of this morning a crazy women believed I loved them just by reading my writing which never even said any person's name. It's so funny but sad in a way that some people can be so lacking in intelligence. Anyway Love You ♥️ ♥️